Sorry the times didn't twerk out for you. Go well tonight!
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anyway.
So last night I show up, feeling super comfortable and keen like always. Then when I go over to my class I realise: this isn't the class I've always been in! This is a new class (my normal class is on Tuesdays) so everyone knows each other already and I'm the outsider!! I couldn't believe how much this was shaking me, but I was instantly nervous to be on the outside. Somehow I was really acutely aware of this though, and managed to rake it in and channel it into motivation. So even though this all happened within about five minutes of my being there, it was really important to me and I'm super glad I could overcome that.
As soon as we started warming up I was deceased but I revived pretty quickly when my new teacher said lets practice inversions and inverted Vs. And I've never been able to do these really gracefully, usually there's a whole lot of struggle street to flip up into the positions, but I stood there and thought "don't be the weak link in the new class" and on first go, I got both the inversions and inverted Vs instantly. I couldn't believe it, I'd never been able to do them before. So I'm low key dying of happy. Then the teacher says to try it on the other side, and I'd never done that before. So I was like ooooh ghee this is an issue. I tried it and was super unco and not strong enough with my left arm, and so I told the teacher I needed an amendment to the move to ease into it. She told me what to do, and despite it still being quite tricky, I got it. So the first 40 minutes of the class was pure me being amazed at how much I was doing despite being certain I wouldn't be able to get these things for a while, especially after the break.
Then the last thing we tried was new, a one leg hang. We just tried it from the ground (unsafe to do it two metres high first go lol) and my teacher was really patient and came around to help us with "conditioning" which is where you get used to the pain and stretched-skin feeling from ground level before you commit to doing it with your full body weight. I'd never done conditioning before in my other class, it's not my other teacher's style. So I feel super happy that on Mondays I have this teacher who is very into teaching step by step, and then on Tuesdays I have my "throw into the deep end" teacher so I can move into those things more confidently.
Anyway, I felt super happy and loved my life when it was all over. I even made a protein powder smoothie when I got home (new year new me)
I'm at the library where IMGUR IS BLOCKED ON THE WIFI?
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I have pole again tonight and am super super keen!
But for now I'm at the library to finish my lecture slides...so serious stuff to do now