mini update #8
Three weeks of yr 12 done, beep boopers!
I was in spesh and one of my previous teachers from my junior years barged in with a boombox with flashy lights and started dancing out of nowhere. He then shouts, "Specialist maths! Wooooooo!" He does that for like 3 more times and I gave him a "really?" look.
The sac dates aren't moving any slower and I'm getting quire anxious by the minute. I've been procrastinating on studying, I should really get a move on. For my school work, there hasn't been anything new, I'm currently doing trig for both spesh and methods. Eng lang is going over the subsystems. In psych, we've moved on to types of stress.
chem rant
I feel like I need to vent atm. Feel free to skip this part, if you want to. I know I said in one of the other vce journals, that I like my chem teacher. Idk if I can do taksies backsies on here but my feelings to towards my teacher have become lukewarm. There is an overreliance on edrolo and the textbook. Edrolo is just surface level stuff and Heinemann textbook likes to ramble on before it gets to the relevant points. Whenever she marks our work, she mentions something on the weaker points our class needs work on and then says, "Its all in the textbook." Seriously, we all know that. A basketball player can't learn to aim correctly for the hoops if they're just told their not aiming correctly without the coach coming in and actively fixing it. I don't think she's actually taught us anything. Its very frustrating. She's just given us worksheets and tells us to look at the powerpoint and that's it. She hasn't actively taught us anything. We're moving on to a new chapter and she said she's gonna teach us. Wasn't she supposed to do that during the few weeks?
I had a tarot card reading this week done by one of my classmates. I'm now a self-proclaimed science hippie. 😎🤘🏼
I have athletics day soon. My friend wants to dress up as Bob Ross and I might dress up as a paint canvas. Idk I'm really stuck on what to wear or maybe a cheap outfit from target might work. I had school photos today, as I mentioned before looking at our I've changed over the years will be interesting.
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mini update #11
Surprise midweek update, beep boopers!
On Monday I had an eng lang sac. I hope I did ok, I did study for it but my teacher said, "Some of you will get results lower than what you expected." I'm just sitting here thinking no stress lol. {sarcasm} I had a chem test, prac sac for psych and then spesh in all the same day. It was kinda a long day for me tbh. I've been studying for psych and I should probs get a move on for chem because both sacs are next week.
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I had athletics day today. As much as I liked dressing up, it was a bit emotional. I remember being a little junior and admiring the older yr 12's and thought wow I hope that's me someday. All these years have flew by and the previous cohorts weren't lying when they said these yrs go by so fast. Its my last athletics day. This time this year, all of us will be off into the world doing our own thing. I probably won't even see half of my cohort after we graduate. In ten years time, some of use will be married; have jobs; have kids... In six and half months, we'll be sitting our exams and done. In all honestly I got a bit emotional at the sports track, I was close to having a mental breakdown but I will probably be crying on muck up day. {insert ugly crying face here}
Hope everyone has a good rest of the week!
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Hi again,
So I've done like 60% of my sacs. Still waiting to do the other part for eng lang and the big spesh one soon.
Anyways, its been a really long week from I've had sac after sac for the past few weeks, I won't have any sacs next week. So thank god.
I had my chem one today, I could answer most of them. So we'll have to wait and see. My psych results will be released in the coming week. My friend did really well and I'm really proud of them.
Trust me this is so relatable!! Every "last" in high school is always emotional, but in a way I guess it's a nice reminder of the treasured time you've spent with your peers so far (:
Make sure to get some rest in between studying, and I hope your sacs go well this week!
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Hi again Jeyda! This term was flying past and I was finally realised that it was my "last" term 1. Is it weird that I wanna graduate and don't at the same time?! :P ::)
the taboo topic of AN
So I failed my eng lang sac. I passed my resit any everything. My teacher said if my resit results were what I got for the first one, that would have made me have a better ranking. IHonestly, there are a lot of high achievers here, I have nothing against that. The topic of struggling or not doing well in vce is barely to none at all here. I failed a few last yr. I was not in a good headspace. Ig I just felt drained and some days it was a mental struggle. The past few years have taught me if I don't take care of myself, who will? I might write a guide during the holidays of what happens if you fail a sac.
Have a great weekend beep boopers!
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mini update #13
Hope you've all had a good week beep boopers.🤧
I've had a stessful week because of my personal life. Just when I thought this week was gonna be stress free because I had no sacs, I thought wrong. 🙂
I have my eng lang AC sac on Monday. My big spesh sac got moved to Tuesday.
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DID ANYONE SEE THE LAST COMMITMENT CEREMONY?! OMG. I NEED TO SEE THE REUNION!! My moneys is going to be on Jack and Domenica for a long lasting relationship.
Over and out,
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mini update #15
Happy end of term, beep boopers!
Its been a crazy term and next term might be even more crazier.
I'm so glad its over, yet I'm so scared next term. I'm gonna have at least one sac per week and I have the big methods sac from the second to the third week. My teacher says that this first sac will be the hardest one.
My eng lang class has already started formal language and has given us booklets for holiday hw. For chem, my teacher has started teaching. a surprise ik...
In spesh, we'll start doing integration next term. Thank god for my next calc sac, there won't be any parametric equations. I was really tempted to poke out my eyeballs after the last sac. We haven't started anything new before the end of term and have only learnt conditioning and types of learning along with reinforcement. Next term, the topic will be memory.
rando thoughts #2
I'm having an existential crisis. Like I want yr 12 to be over, yet I don't want it to over. Like I don't wanna go into real life. The world is kinda scary. ALSO, DID ANYONE SEE THE REUNION?!
Happy holidays and have a good rest,
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Hi again, beep boopers!
Thought I might pop in for a quick update.
I'm kinda drowning in sacs atm. I've done the big spesh one last term and my results were ok. RIP. I did the second part of my methods one yesterday and the final part is this thurs.
My chem got moved like, a week early. I asked my teacher for I can better do in chem and she said, "In this next sac, can we do brilliantly?" I didn't say anything but I'm sure my eyes gave it away. I just went nO pResSuRe. 😀
My eng lang one is 1.5 weeks later. ARG. Why is there so many sacs?!!?!
Then my psych one is in early June.
I had eng lang this morning and my teacher brought me croissants. Bless her. 💖💝
I know uni is gonna be heaps harder, BUT THE FUCK IS THIS?!
I have an excursion on friday, so I'm super excited.
rando thoughts #3
So during my methods sac, I had back pain. Upper back pain so I had to stand up for the last part of the period when I finished. For like no reason. I was ok in the morning but it got worse and my sac was last period. I couldn't fully concentrate and I'm sure I did quite badly. I'm not even 20 yet, but I already have back pain what is this?!
Have a good rest of the week beep boopers,
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mini update #18
Hi all,
Today when I walked into homeroom, it was absolute CHAOS. I totally forgot that my methods class was holding a surprise party for my maths teacher. I put my things down right away and got decorating. We had cake (it was quite nice, it had lots of cream 8)). We gave him a maths clock along with a signed card and jumper. There were also a lot of tears and tissues. i saw him lurking here on the forums here a couple days ago. lets hope he doesnt find this journal O_O
Moving on, I did my chem sac on wednesday and finished on the dot. I was writing so fast and so much but I didn't have time to look over my answers in depth. I just had enough time to check I that answered each question. :(
I have my eng lang sac next week and I'm super nervous. I've studied but I'm still ewwahsdkfjhaf.
rando thoughts #4
Its funny how we get told and tell others that we shouldn't take things for granted and still do anyways. I took him for granted and now he's going to another school. ☹ On a more positive note, my eng lang teacher sent me this (attached), hope you guys like it too.
I had a dentist appointment this week and they adjusted the chairs. I almost fell off because I'm so short. #shortpeopleproblems😣😥😂
Have a good weekend,
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mini update #21
Hi All,
I've decided to resurface and come back from the depths of vce lol. I got my scores back for chem and it was a step up from last time. There has been improvement and I'm proud of my progress.
I went on yr 12 camp and when I got back I slept for like 5 hrs straight. Then I woke up and got back to sleep again.
I only have school for like 4 days this week because the staff had a PD on monday. I can't wait until the term ends. 8)
I'm waiting on the new minions movie release, its been such a big part of my childhood and I can't seem to grow out of it lol.
rando thoughts #5
I've been going thru these atar and career blips. Some days I want over 70 and other days over 90. For my future career this week its this career and the next week its another. In terms of bubble tea. Gotcha or gong cha? Lmk your thoughts below. ;D
Have a good rest of the week beep boopers,
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mini update #22
Hi All,
Tis me, beep boopers. I hope y'all had a good break so far. I was about to go back to school on monday but the skool decided to change its mind and now I'm going back on tues. One more day of holidays hehe. :P 8)
I need to finish my psych report that needs to be submitted on the first day back,. #notprocrastinating #morelies
I still haven't seen the new minions movie. :(
rando thoughts #6
one of the shows i found was from. its a horror and thriller series. its not for the faint hearted tho. uve been warned. moving on, another show i found was only murders in the building. does anyone have a theory as to who killed bunny? lmk ur thoughts.
Have a good sunday!
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