✰Update: 21/04✰ Welcome back to another journal entry of "I don't know what I'm doing but let's just walk ahead and pray for the best".
With the new situation and learning from home, I am so happy with the extra free time! On a school night, I usually get home about 5:30/6ish so it's great to have so much time to do things
. Virtual school has been so much fun and I'm finding it easier to get work done on time (and sleep early too). Other than that, I do miss the social interaction of the classroom and being able to walk outside freely for no reason.
And second of all, how on EARTH did this journal surpass 17,000 views? Like who is reading this mess? Either-way, thank you so much to those that have supported this journal.
Ok, now onto the subject stuff!
✰Physics✰ Oh well hi Physics. I hate yet love you so much. I had a SAC on Special Relativity and Circular Motion the other day, and my lord I knew the topic so well but those SAC questions were completely WILD. I don't think I've prepared myself so much for a SAC before (literally did exams questions from 2000) and still don't think I got above 90%. At least I know at the end of year exam the question will be 1000% easier.
Well other than that, motion is DONE. SEE YOU AT THE END OF THE YEAH MUHAHAHA.
We are doing fields right now and that topic is so much nicer. Really excited for the rest of Unit 3 and hopefully things go better for the upcoming SACs and that I can just get into the A+ boundary. I really would like at LEAST a 40 for Physics but with the Ashmi luck.... That might be a tight squeeze.
✰PDT✰ Hey PDT! I have a SAC for you in less than 3 weeks hahaha.
My folio has been going alright and I'm just waiting for an authentication check from my teacher. I got my first SAC back the other day and got 98%. A bit upset considering it was a one mark difference but other than that it's all good! (I'm gonna try get that 100% for the next SAC
)
*Stay tuned to see Ashmi cramming her design options*
✰Methods✰I have a test for you this Thursday....
But seriously, Methods is going SO GOOD! Everything has been great and I've just being doing a lot of practise exam questions here and there. I love the extended response questions and I get so excited when I can use my CAS. (That sounds super weird but yeah I have a CAS obsession if you haven't noticed by the journal name).
There has been something I've been wanting to say about this subject for a long time, but OH MY LORD IT'S SO MUCH EASIER THAN FURTHER.
Further looked so hard compared to this subject and I have absolutely no clue why. I think it's because Methods is much more straightforward? It's a bit weird, but I'm glad it's like this! I have a good feeling this is going to be one of those subjects that does well for once.
✰Chemistry✰ I LOVE ELECTROLYSIS
Ok so Chem has been going alright. It's probably my worst subject alongside Physics but surprisingly not that bad. I did do as well as I wanted in my first Chem sac (93%) but at least there is much better SACs coming up that I can hopefully make up for it!
I found the Fuels part of Chem to be super hard yet I'm finding this redox stuff to be much easier? Redox and Electrolysis has by far been my fav thing to learn and it's really satisfying to study. (Hoping the end of year exam is filled with Redox and Electrolysis please~)
✰English✰ SAC next week on Argument Analysis and guess who doesn't feel prepared at all? That's right, I've barely done anything except mini-essay pieces here and there. (Excluding class stuff). My whole plan for the rest of the week is to write full on essays and get them marked for feedback. I'm going to aim for 100% (cause why not?) and now I'm going to get started on some lovely essays.
Spoiler
Ok here is the negative bit/weird part cause I don't want to ruin it with the nice positive bit of the journal.
I don't know what's happened to me again, but it sort of feels like I'm taking one step forward and two steps backwards? I do wonder sometimes if this work is going to pay off, but there is always that little bit that says "Yeah, no sweetie that ain't happening". The other Chem teacher literally gave me so much hope yesterday and said that if you keep your average above 90+, you are likely to get a 40+ SS based on his statistics from teaching Chem, so I magically feel a little bit more motivated after that! My new goal for Chem is to challenge myself and to get my average up to 95% (which is going to be super difficult but that's what life is!).
Also, is it super common for people to do tutoring these days? I was having this interesting debate with a friend and it turns out that in my friend group everyone gets tutored for at least one subject except me😅. I find that at different schools, tutoring is either really common or not common at all.
At my school, it's really common to get tutoring for EAL/English, Spesh and Languages so what is it like at your school? (Similar subjects or completely different ones?). Do people tend to get tutoring for subjects they are weak at or some other reason? This whole debate happened yesterday when my friend explained how nearly everyone but one person in her Spesh class gets tutoring for Spesh *insert shocked Ashmi face* (I knew it was common, but I didn't think it was THAT common. Big eye opener).
Oh yes, one more thing before I end this journal entry, there has been this song I've been addicted to recently (especially the lyrics). I feel like this goes well with my current mood and this journal entry so I'll just leave it here:
(『秒針を噛む』 by ずっと真夜中でいいのに。)
Diving into ashes to bite the second hand,
Crushing the gong sound,
Inside my daydream,
But it will not break,
It will not stop,
Proceeding without knowing what's even 'real'
I want to remove it,
To hide it,
And forget it's there,
Even knowing no one would understand anyway,
I don't want your 'apologies' because,
I do not need empty words and lies that cannot be saved.
Well that's a wrap for another journal entry episode! Stay tuned to hear more soon~