Soooooooooooo...
My VCE journey has been pretty bad so far with only a few nights left till my English Exam, I'm sitting her writing this instead of studying. The truth is i have no energy, no strength and no motivation whatsoever to pick up that pen and start revising. Ever since school finished a week ago I have only read a chapter from my bio textbook and left it at that. And don't get me wrong. I am definitely not one of those types that gets a pretty good score even though no studying was done. Other than that I'm not even doing anything valuable with my life at all. I have done pretty moderate to pretty good with my SACs (except English lol) but I am totally sure I am not gonna do that great in my exams.
If i do really bad on my exams and get a pretty low ATAR, will my life be over? :/
I hope not... because it looks like I've already given up.
This entire post is the biggest mood ever. You could not have summarised my exact thoughts more accurately than this. It may not seem like it right now, but so many other Year 12s are feeling exactly the same as you. I have done about as much preparation for English and Bio as you.
But about that last question...if you do your absolute best, there isn't any reason for you to give up on your dreams. Even if your ATAR isn't quite there, there's always another way to get there. Sure, it may take some dedication and perseverance on your part, but I can assure you that you will find your ideal course.
I know what I've said is probably not what you want to hear, and my advice is unlikely to be the best for you specifically (seeing as I'm in Year 12), but I do have experience on these forums, chatting with graduates and stuff like that. Year 12 is just a drop in the ocean of life. The suffering will pass. Just try to enjoy your last few days of being a secondary school student. Reach out to friends, who are almost certainly sharing your sentiments. Get outside, have some healthy snacks, sleep well.
Feel free to keep posting here, you've definitely come to the right place!