Woah! my last post did score some points didn't it! (bursts into fit of laughter). nah its all good. Anyways, I am going out tomorrow, I have 16 resumes and 16 references printed, in folders ready to go, bad thing is, I have exactly 7 places I want to apply for a job. So now I handball it to you guys! where do you work? where is a good place for a first job? any tips for interviews? help of any sort would be great xxx
Woah! my last post did score some points didn't it! (bursts into fit of laughter). nah its all good. Anyways, I am going out tomorrow, I have 16 resumes and 16 references printed, in folders ready to go, bad thing is, I have exactly 7 places I want to apply for a job. So now I handball it to you guys! where do you work? where is a good place for a first job? any tips for interviews? help of any sort would be great xxxi work at woolworths and cashier is probably the most stale job in the world. other than the job being boring, everything's alright (except for rush hour. oh god i hate this moment)
So, I'm new...annnnd we don't really know much about each other. Well I don't with you guys. Tell me a bit about yourselves.
Where ya from?
What are your interests?
What makes you most happy?
What do you want to achieve and be in your life?
I'll start...
I am from Victoria.
My interests are reading, sleeping, walking, being social and being helpful in any way is can
What makes me most happy would certainly be puppy dogs, sitting beside water with a good book under a tree, my friends and shopping.
Like 70% of most teen girls, I want to travel Europe and see the world, but I also want to dedicate my life helping people in need, or helping anything in anyway I can to improve or make it better.
heyo!!
me again....
I start school really soon and am studying "To Kill a Mockingbird" in English. From past year 10's who have had to study this, is it worth prereading? like before school starts? will it help me understand more or is it not really worth it? ....and yes I know prereading isn't a word, roll with it ;D
I start school really soon and am studying "To Kill a Mockingbird" in English. From past year 10's who have had to study this, is it worth prereading? like before school starts? will it help me understand more or is it not really worth it? ....and yes I know prereading isn't a word, roll with it ;DI remember studying this a long time ago (like Year 8 ). My recommendation for TKAM is to start at Chapter 7, read to end and come back and read from the start to Chapter 7. This method actually gives you everything in sequence. (And yes, it's probably worth a short read through to understand the setting of the book.)
So, I'm new...annnnd we don't really know much about each other. Well I don't with you guys. Tell me a bit about yourselves.Hi Lexie! Just read through your journal so far and I'm looking forward to your future posts! :)
Where ya from?
What are your interests?
What makes you most happy?
What do you want to achieve and be in your life?
I'll start...
I am from Victoria.
My interests are reading, sleeping, walking, being social and being helpful in any way is can
What makes me most happy would certainly be puppy dogs, sitting beside water with a good book under a tree, my friends and shopping.
Like 70% of most teen girls, I want to travel Europe and see the world, but I also want to dedicate my life helping people in need, or helping anything in anyway I can to improve or make it better.
I also want to dedicate my life helping people in need, or helping anything in anyway I can to improve or make it better.
So, I'm new...annnnd we don't really know much about each other. Well I don't with you guys. Tell me a bit about yourselves.Hey Lexie!
Where ya from?
What are your interests?
What makes you most happy?
What do you want to achieve and be in your life?
I'll start...
I am from Victoria.
My interests are reading, sleeping, walking, being social and being helpful in any way is can
What makes me most happy would certainly be puppy dogs, sitting beside water with a good book under a tree, my friends and shopping.
Like 70% of most teen girls, I want to travel Europe and see the world, but I also want to dedicate my life helping people in need, or helping anything in anyway I can to improve or make it better.
yeah, you may hate me because I am a newbie here and omg she is already opening up and thinking she belongs here. and I hate to make anyone feel that way. I guess for a long time I have wanted somewhere to belong.There's nothing you could say here that would make us hate you. You do belong here - don't doubt that.
in high school? you worry about everything. your hair, what food you eat, the way you dress, the money you have, the way people see you, everything. since high school I have become the most insecure, stressed, sad person I know. and nothing has happened to make it happen. it just did.Despite how much it seems like everyone is judging you, really the majority of people are too busy worrying about themselves. Something I said in year 11 - originally out of anger, but I still stand by it - was something along the lines of 'you're going to find something to hate about me anyway, I'm only going to change me if I'm annoying myself.' That's easier said than done, but really, no matter what you do there's going to be someone who'll hate your hair, or your clothes, or your makeup, or the way you walk, and there's no point trying to please everyone - you won't succeed.
this is a bit of my story I guess.
So even in yr 12 exams (like the major ones) your aloud a drink bottle?Yep you're allowed a drink bottle in any SAC or exam - for the year 12 exams it has to be a clear bottle with no labels though.
anyways I will give an update tomorrow about my first day! should probably head to bed, I am getting up early to stop my first day jitters!
I started my day off bright and early, dressed (back in that fucking school dress 🤮), done my hair. (This one is for mini turtle.... I wore my hair down, and my long socks 😂😂) I chucked on some mascara and brushed my teeth.
before I go on, do I post too often? I see most peoples blog posts are not as often as me and idk, I don't wanna annoy you guys.It's your thread, you can post as frequently or infrequently as you like :) There were times last year when I was posting in my journal every second day - sometimes twice in one day - and other times when I wouldn't post for a couple of weeks in a row. There's no right amount, just go with what feels right to you.
every now and then I get in a real shitty dark and fucked up place, I feel like shit like I am failing myself and everyone, like I am unwanted, not loved, unnoticed, hated, ignored and like I cant trust anyone. As I slowly start to creep back out of my shell and things start to get better, and I think its a fresh start and I will never go back to where I was and I deliberately go out of my way to crawl around people, and hide away and avoid anything that will make me spiral out of control and drown (ik crabs cant drown....just roll with it :)) But just when I think things are amazing and I finally have control over me and my life and I am happy and free a kid picks me up and wants to play with me, and in an instant I am straight back into my shell, unnoticed, hidden, I suddenly get boring and the kid thinks I have disappeared like sand escaping a clasped hand. I am back In that dark place, and its one bad thing after another wether its a sick family member, a friend hurting me, a father who never understands me, an uncle who just seems to judge, teachers putting pressure, mum getting mad. its never a bit of good and a bit of bad, its either all good or all bad. but each time it gets worse and I go into a dark place, listening to depressing, sad music, feeling insecure, hardly leaving my room, not eating, I'm unorganised, I don't care anymore, I just don't care. I am now becoming used to the bruised punching bag in the gym, the disturbed crab on the beach, the ball that's kicked and hit and controlled.hey Lex, we want you to be well too.
every time I fall backwards like this, the feelings get worse and worse, I smile and be nice and be fake all day, to people, sometimes going to the bathroom to cry or taking extra long at my locker because I am fighting tears by how hard my life is right now. but at night, I am a total recluse. I only come out for dinner, which I hardly eat, I pretend I don't hear my mum calling me so when I come out they are half done and I can eat slowly before throwing the rest out. I just don't want to eat, I have no motivation to, im never hungry and yeah.
I have a lot of family problems atm, friend problems, school and studying, oh yeah, not to mention a SAC this week that I am studying for. I just feel I cant do it. I started this year off great and it is just slowly falling apart once again. its not a "when will it get better, or its ok lex, keep your head high, or before you know it it will be ok" no, none of that. its a "what's next, what else is gonna go wrong, what happens if I cant handle it all"
sorry for my word vomit, my whole crab metaphor and the personification I had in my head sounded much better there then it is worded here.
Hope everyone is well, and isn't as stressed and stuffed as me.
love ya's all xx
-Lex
Your climbing through a window comment killed me ;D love it! I mean can WE be friends?...one is an anxious freak, like me. we are literally brother and sister, we are close, the other one is so nice and amazing. and we have found a classroom with a dodgy window. so every recess and lunch we climb in through the window and chill, take quizzes, help each other with homework and have fun...
Bye for now xx
I GOT A B!!!! I PASSED!!!!!! 73%!!!!!!! I was so happy. I passed my first ever SAC!!!! I was so proud of myself, especially because I had left my notebook in my teachers office over the week and had forgotten all about it until it was too late.
I was so focused on trying my hardest and getting it done I didn't want to waste anytime on anything. I did tell them to shut up (politely), but an anxious loser like me has no power, so it didn't work. there were so many times I needed help and I wanted to ask but I stuck to the right thing. In year 12 I am not going to get help, I won't be aloud to, so I wasn't gonna get help. I managed to finish my test, I went over it a million times and changed quite a few answers. I am praying for a pass. Honestly I want to pass by a lot but my track record blurs that vision.
More heartbreaking news, Our escape room is no longer oursAw, that sucks. Don't worry, I am sure you and your mates will find a new escape room soon enough that is just as good. Maybe even better!
Anyways, I helped my old mate with English and got back my French test, I got an A and I didnt even study! I guess that makes me feel great as its the first french test of the year with a new teacher. Idk why I find French so easy, I have only studied it for 3 years (this is my 4th). But yeah. It gave me more time to study for my math, that I pray helped!That's so amazing! Good job! Are you thinking of taking French for VCE? Do you like French? I did French fot two years and I found it a bit hard because of all the millions of tenses.
I didn't wanna mention this in case it doesn't work out but I am happy to announce I think I finally got a job!This is amazing news! I am so happy for you! What kind of job is it?
But most will know why you are *cough* Evolio <3I smiled so big here that my mouth hurt!
you guys are all so sad because you totally love my rants and long stories and it totally doesn't bore you!This, but not sarcastically.
Sorry to leave you guys hanging,You don't need to apologise for this! I'm looking forward to reading your update whenever you find time to write it <3
Ok thanks, asked mum about the lectures she doesn't like the idea of me going to the city alone and then trying to find level whatever at RMIT and then the room. *shrugs*Your mum is concerned for your safety and means well. If you're still determined to go, maybe you can convince a responsible friend (or a willing older sibling-type figure?) to meet up and go with you, letting your mum know of the plans?
In better news I got an 83% on my math practice test first go! I still decided to see a teacher for a few questions so I can try to get a better mark, because I aim to do well this week.Woo! That's great to hear. Hope you can keep this up.
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Anyways, just a side note I am not always sad and anxious and stressed, it just seems that when I am these things I find the motivation to post....idk why.Yeah that tends to be when I update my journal too. I guess it just helps to write out what's going on when you're feeling like that.
So my 98% soon vanished as my brother got 100% on his math test, so I kept getting teased by my family when they know how sensitive I am about math (honestly, with all the breakdowns I have and how its so easily for me to think they are judging I would of thought they got the memo by now.) even my mums coworker said it as a joke to me and I laughed at it but I had not felt so down in ages after that.Ooft. Yeah that's shit. Do you think you could try telling them that comparing you to your brother hurts or would that not make a difference? (Totally get if it wouldn't help though - my family wouldn't care at all).
Idk what's happening with all the juniors at work, the new one,(who I like and is super nice) hasn't been rostered back on in two weeks and my boss really liked her as well) this week we have an open day on Sunday so people can see all the greenhouses that aren't generally open to public so we have a lot of staff on and not just me this week, which will lower my anxiety about answering peoples questions and strengthen my anxiety about meeting my coworkers.Is there anything you enjoy that you could do as a distraction when you start to feel like that? Drawing or playing a game or writing or something?
I have had the past 2 days off school, not feeling to stable mentally and we have had PTI's.
I went to Bagel Boy's house Tuesday with Milk Man. I am really worried about BB as he isn't the best, and he forgot to take his medication that day so he was very drowsy. Today I mostly slept and cried... like legit in a cycle. I didn't eat at all. and Idk if any of you peeps can relate but you just look in the mirror and fill yourself with self hate and just react with grabbing scissors and cutting your hair... well my hair is now much shorter, I cut off like 1.5 inches and idk why I did it. I am messed up. Like it looks fine but like the fuckkkkkk.
I just want this term to be over. My room is such a mess I havent done any homework and its all due tomorrow, I have to finish my essay, there is just so much drama and I am spiralling into old habits. idk. I feel like I can't really talk to anyone about it rn. so hi guys!Got any plans for the holidays? Are you going to the meetup tomorrow?
(also when I do this stuff I don't expect anything in return and its not a cry for help...its merely my way of getting it out, like how some people scream into a pillow or throw axes at targets I write....and write.....and write.)
Eh... I should probably go now!
Don't forget to like and subscribe! and comment down below! (hehe sorry)
Au revoir tout le monde!
Me and MM saw the Buttsmarn. There were soooooo many people, it was chaos. But it was so great. Have you been at all to the comedy festival?
Hola!!!!!I'm a uni student who is also on holidays haha.
how is everyone? how are your holidays going?....or to you uni students, how is uni? don't fit those categories? Then how's life ma dudes?
But yeah. slowly getting through my homework...for once I might have it all done before the night before school...holy shit WHATTTT!? Ik Lexie what is happening darling?How are you going with it? I think I only ever finished all my holiday homework once haha
anyways, I wanna start some conversations.I've actually managed to relax a bit and do some fun things, which I'm normally really bad at :) Also I made memes that people seemed to find amusing and I'm proud of that lol
Whats one thing you are proud of yourself for doing or achieving in the last 2 weeks? I wanna make some people smile!
I am slowly building up some courage and confidence to post a video of me singing on instagram. (fuckkkkkk).I'd honestly love to hear you sing! Don't feel pressured to if you eventually change your mind though :)
Anyways, I am stressed out affff. This week I have an Open Night where I am helping the French faculty to answer any questions that people have and everything. I have a sac and a dissection and then another sac the next week! I am so stressed plus all of my other subjects that need to be done, have a major assessment in Lit, an upcoming math test, we are doing genetics in Sci and it is full ON like I am so intrigued but it is so much to take in.I feel your pain... I'm working like 20+ hours every week plus I need to balance uni stuff. Not fun if you ask me.
this term is hectic as we have so much going on, plus my work experience and I feel like I am just crumbling under pressure. every class this term already has started off with "This term is going to be hard." I am literally dying on the inside. Had a breakdown last night and was in a bad mood all day today. ARGHHHHHHH. which is a struggle when you have to be pleasant to customers.If you need to, take a break from work. I was extremely greedy back when I did VCE that I neglected my insanity tolerance lol, I kinda wished I took breaks to focus on my schoolwork and other stuff.
I had heaps more to report but I am so brain dead from all my homework. I am so sorry guys. Don't know when my next update will be. I hate just writing quick stuff like this I like to think about what I wanna say and take time in my updates!Keep up with the updates! Your journal is great to read and one of my favourites out of the bunch
Friday I attended the careers expo, I actually had lots of fun, I went around with my mates and visited all the uni's and even wandered past the AN booth! I just ended up being an anxious idiot and didn't say much. I saw a guy and girl there though and asked if the books were for sale...I literally bought like $10 so I couldn't get one. So Joseph 41 if that was you....hi!
Having a mind blank in an assessment sucks :( I don't have too much experience with this but doing a bunch of practices where you only plan + write the intro might help train you to overcome this?
That sounds like it could be really rewarding - I hope your work experience goes well!
I'm thinking I'll update my journal over the weekend so there'll be more detail there but next week I've got an Academic Mixer (networking event) and I'll be meeting some people I'm going overseas for a leadership program with on :D
Hey Lexi!! Remember me? I've just come back onto your journal and can not think of a better way to spend my Sunday night than read one of my fav journals!! I am so thrilled to be back and catching up on all your posts! Hope life isn't too hard and you're going to keep going honey, I have so much faith in you, I think your heart and soul is just beautiful 💝💕
Hey Mango! Yeah I remember you! Awwwwwwww maaaaaa gawdddddd!!! Way to spend your Sunday night? Well honey you just made my Tuesday night, made me a little teary. I love you 😘
Well honey I'm gonna be here for the rest of the ride, because I saw from the start how much of gold you have inside of you. You deserve the world and people who see that in you. 💖💖
"Oh, it's a beautiful night
I think I wanna marry you"
DO I EVEN HAVE TO THINK about my answer? I think not. Let's go honeyyy 😍😍
We both need to start finding and including people in our lives who truly respect, love, care for, appreciate and value us wholeheartedly and completely and not waste it on all those dumb people who are the ones who lost out for not appreciating and valuing us for what's inside of us and seeing our worth, which is priceless 💕
because we deserve it xxxxxx
So yesterday I got my SAC result back for the digestive system, which was a 73% (B) which kinda hurts as I studied my butt of and was very confident in my SAC, but I am still happy with my score and yeah. I tried hard and I passed and I guess at the end of the day I passed and that Is all that matters in senior school.
This week has been slow and sad. Monday I had absolutely no motivation to do anything whatsoever. I stayed up late because I struggle to sleep when I am stressed (rip) But exams are eating away at me and I am so stressed. Like I know its only worth 5% (apparently) but we haven't even started revision week and I am loosing sleep over the stress. I am honestly scared to fail all of my exams. I know I will fail my science.In Reguards to dealing with major stress, I might be able to give some advice. I used to deal pretty shockingly with stress, but throughout my VCE have worked on it and think I maintain a healthy level of stress. If I had to attribute it to 3 things, it would be to:
to start off with my singing, I recorded a song with my cousin!!!!! Omg whatttt!?!?!? yes! this chick right hear had the confidence to sing infront of someone else! Honestly I still feel like compared to him I sounded like shit but hey! Baby steps, very small baby steps.That's so awesome! What song did you sing?
Exams are around the corner... :( following me around like my shadow. I am so stressed and have my math exam up first. Pretty sure I'm gonna fail but what can you do when your shit....am I right?Just remember that you don't have too long left until the holidays, and that these exams don't determine how well you'll do in future exams, or future life more broadly. Was your oral okay?
Tomorrow I have a French oral exam and I am so mad at myself as I left my book in my locker so I have to revise at recess only. SHIT!
Onya Lexie, you dumbass!
As a kid I hated the colour yellow, idk why. I just always hated the colour. Then in high school I was put into Yellow House. Hated it.This is exactly how I felt about yellow. Didn't think I could get a worse house colour than yellow...then I moved schools and got orange ::)
- Being younger and in primary school it is just so easy to not care about anything and anyone. But as soon as I was put in high school and put in yellow house, I started being insecure, hating myself, not loving anything I have or have to offer.For what it's worth, uni is significantly less bad than high school in this regard. I've found there's heaps more freedom to be yourself - and to figure out who that is - and that there are other people who have had similar experiences and do understand.
Dont get me wrong I have never loved myself and have always hated who I see in the mirror. but high school has taken it to the next level.
I guess its so hard to explain because no-one ever understands when I try and explain it. I have been told "just look in the mirror everyday and say you are beautiful and one day you will believe it" and I have had people get mad at me and frustrated. But I dont know how to change. I have dug this hole so deep that I couldn't even claw my way out.
Anyways. Exams start in approximately 5 days and I am shitting myself. I feel like I am just going to fail them all because I will panic. Pray for me darlings. im gonna need it. xxGood luck! Just take them one at a time and remember that even if they go badly they're still a useful experience and you can use them to help you improve for your next test.
hey guys, sorry for being MIA for a while. Been a tough few months. Hopefully I will get back soon but just checking in to let you guys know that I am ok, and I haven't left ATAR. I will be back soon. love you all xx
ok so anyways. My mental health took a bit of a turn, I am at this point now where basically I know I have anxiety and maybe a bit of depression but I am too scared to get 'tested' 'medication' 'help' and all that because I am a) socially awkward b) find nothing about opening up to a stranger in person comforting in any way and c) I struggle to accept the fact I need help when I spend my life helping others.There is absolutely no shame in seeking help, and as weird as it may seem to talk to a stranger, it will be super helpful. Even if they don't give you medication, they can just give you strategies for when you are feeling certain ways. Often these can be just as effective as medication and can equip you to deal with life in general better. There are so many different things you can try when feeling anxious or having a panic attack, and if one thing doesn't work, you can always try another thing. For me, not everything works every single time, but generally one of my strategies helps.
Thanks Bri and Geoo, y'all are gonna hate me though. I haven't been chugging along at all lately. My deb count is up to 14 rejections, I am at the lowest of the low with my mental health and self care and my healthy eating streak is all over the place. Ive hardly walked the last 2 weeks, I am moody and I can't sleep properly. Problems with the boyfriend still aren't the best. family isn't the best, and I have started to see a psychologist. In a nut shell, I love her, she is lovely but also says "your lost" and that I should have started seeing a psych around 2 years ago. I am still eating relatively healthy just not actually eating food regularly. my sleeping patterns are crazy, I am staying up most nights really late, my room is a mess, and I am getting so gross I am wearing the sam shirt 3 times before washing. I do have some days I put my clothes in the wash because I think its gross, and other days I don't give 2 shits. I have had so many breakdowns at school to the point I can now say I have hugged my French teacher and coordinator. OMG. The school bathrooms are my new best friend if I'm honest. I feel like everything in my life is falling apart and I no longer have control, but I have been granted VIP tickets for a gold class screening in 3D of my life falling apart. I am loosing friends and people who mean the world to me and I am scared I am just going to keep getting worse. My psych cant see me again until after xmas and the weather is getting hotter and I have like no shorts and t-shirts I have like one good pair of shorts and 3 t-shirts I wear alternating. I am just on edge all the time and I feel like I can never relax and breathe I feel like I am always aching and even in bed I cant relax, I toss and turn and really all my life consists of now is studying for exams (with a shit tonne of procrastinating), attempted sleeping, breakdowns, Netflix.
I just want to change my name, die my hair, HELL IMMA CUT BANGS BITCH, change my name, and fuck off to another country and start fresh. I feel so done in my world right now. All I do is screw everything up and ruin it myself.
I feel so done in my world right now. All I do is screw everything up and ruin it myself.I feel like this sometimes as well. But, you know what, you just got to persevere and stay strong and time will heal you. Just give it some time.
a question I will always and forever ask myself;The answer to that question:
"WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING I FUCKING TOUCH"
within a week, im heartbroken and lost, depressed and filled with anger, anxious and jumping at every noise, crying at every cute couple photo I see on instagram and crying at the sad quotes on my facebook feed.Hey,
Honestly your support through this whole journal means so much....thankyou xxxx
Hey everyone, sorry for not properly updating like I said I would, I literally have no excuse!
Hows everyone going? Also hope all you year 12's are ok, life right now would be so bad and if y'all ever need anything pls let me know!
Hope you guys are staying well and safe and away from others.
How have I been? yeesh. Well cant see my psych for another 2 weeks, which I hate because there is so much I want to discuss with and talk about with her. I feel her room is literally the one place I actually am allowed to be myself and the only place I feel I can be. That is if she is still working with all this COVID-19 stuff, but she works from home so I hope so.
Tbh although I have been hiding it from most of my friends, I am so stressed about everything right now. How tf am I supposed to do school from home? what is the wifi doesn't work and I fail my class just because I couldn't connect to a group call? What if I have to be boarded up in my house for more then these 3 weeks? I hate it here. I am judged and even though I hate school and hate the toxic environment it is still some relief from home.
I miss my friends, I've started hanging out with a new group and we have a group chat and are keeping each other updated and distracted but its still hard not to be able to sit with them at lunch and talk.
Ive been trying to use this time to build on my friendship with MM, but it seems to not be working. Things just keep happening that are making me upset and angry and hurt. Idk how to feel anymore. I don't trust my feelings because of how I feel towards him. Everything is so confusing but all I know is I need to talk to my psych about it and get her opinion, she has a lot more common sense and is a lot more knowledgeable then me although I feel bad for tormenting her with my stupid teenage dramas.
My nan and best friend are both in hospitals atm (its ok y'all no COVID 19 touching my babies....haha) but im really worried for both of them. My nan was staying in Box Hill about a week ago before being transferred and they are saying 6 staff now have tested positive for corona virus. I freaked out. I called her to make sure she was ok and she told me she was fine and had already been tested....which I knew....and she was negative....I just got all anxious again and needed the words to come from her mouth. I want to go see them both but i'm locked away, have no car and no independence.
Im trying to stay calm and have distractions. I have been cleaning my room ready to redecorate it. Im hopefully getting a double bed and repainting it as well as new furniture. My room has been the same since I was about 9 and it seriously needs a redo!!
So atm i am sleeping most of the day, up all night, not eating much, stressing, drinking shittonnes of soda water (idk dont ask I literally dont know why) and am having withdrawal symptoms from school (now those are some words I thought I would never say!)
anyways I bought hair dye because im bored and it was on special. My hair is currently a burgundy/light brown. should I go dark purple or dark red.....the choice is up to you guys haha
//Nice, you dyed your hair red again! Also, it's great you're work habits are better and you're prioritising your wellbeing. Catching up with friends and making new friends is great and really helps - I often think the term 'social distancing' is a bit misleading. We should be physically distancing, but still keeping in touch socially! I don't know between bowling and movies (honestly, it's what you guys enjoy most!) but I think it'll be a while till you can do that because of the restrictions. :'(
IM NOT DEAD I PROMISE! - bad joke.Hi! I just binged your journal and I just wanted a say a few things:
I will update soon with a massive update, I got a lot to flood into this corner of the web.... just focusing on my Bio Exam coming up in the 13th! Good luck to everyone on their exams! You have all done amazingly this year and have battled extreme conditions. If you can battle year 12 in 2020, you can do anything!
- Love you! - Lex xoxo