The past 2 weeks have been a mix of up and downs. I got rejected from a job interview I've had several mental breakdowns. Thankfully I was able to get through them thanks to ehead space and this motivational speech.
https://www.reddit.com/r/getdisciplined/comments/1q96b5/i_just_dont_care_about_myself/It basically says that each day is valuable and we should do something to achieve our goal even if its writing one sentence. This speech helped me study the next 4 hours consecutively and I got all my notes done for biology.
The first exam is in like 23 days and I wish I could say I'm prepared but I'm not. Currently, for English, it's like I've forgotten how to write a language analysis. Language Analysis used to be my favourite but now I’m struggling with it. I’m glad creative is not on the exam even though I enjoy writing, I normally don’t do well. So far I have only written approximately 3 essays for section 1 2 for section 1 and only 2 for section 3. I feel like I should have written a lot more but I’m relying on my sac preparations to help me. The good news is that I have become more confident with Medea, so now I’m going to spend more time on language Analysis.
So far I have done 8 practice exams for biology. That should mean I should feel more confident but I don’t. My marks have not been that great either. Biology has been my best subject this year so I hope I do better. I feel like I know the content but I haven’t memorised and fully revised each section. At this point, it seems like everyone is just doing trials, but I think it’s time to step back and just relearn the content again.
Chemistry is not going so well. I struggle to complete a practice exam in timed condition. I also have trouble doing calculations. I feel like I struggle to fully understand the concepts below. It made me rethink my career choice of becoming a pharmaceutical scientist as that has a lot of chemistry involved.
There are 8 official days of school left and I’m only going 3 them. This time period is mainly for trials. Currently, all my focus is on my exams. Even if my days haven’t been fully productive I still do something.
I know this period is tough for a lot of us. This is our final stretch. Keep pushing and keep going. Also don’t be afraid of using resources to get help. Put your mental health first.
Good luck and I hope everyone has a good week.