Hi, I am a year 12 student and this is the first time I am posting something on the ATARnotes. I am struggling with my advanced english and really disappointment. So far my marks for the last two essay's we have done in class have been 11/15 and now this one being 10/20. I am really struggling and have found the problem to be in memorising the essays. I am able to write an A+ range essay before hand but can never memorise it and then in the exam condition, my brain freezes. I really need some help and feel as if I have failed my HSC and won't b able to attain my Atar of 80 above. All my subjects have a really low scailing so unless i get around 85 total in each, I wont be able to have a good atar . The rest of my advanced english class are doing great except me . If suppose I can score A+ range responses in the trails and HSC final exams, will be atar be good?
I don't know I may sound so stupid right now but I am literally bursting with questions and don't know anything. Please help me. I really want to work hard.
-Upset year 12 Student
Hey Twety!
Firstly, you've come to the right place. Congratulations on making your first post, it's great to have you here.
Secondly, you're asking important questions. You've evidently analysed your experience in English and you've noticed where your downfall sits. So that's a big first step.
Thirdly, don't stress about scaling at this point. Your subjects are chosen, and no matter if they were high scaling or low scaling, the only way to guarantee to make yourself proud in the end is to give it your all, despite the scaling. So this isn't a situation of "you've made your bed now lay in it." It's more like, "You've made your bed, so invite all of us on ATAR Notes over for a slumber party in it." I'm saying you can't change your selection of subjects, but you can make the most of it from here.
Now, with the advice.The great news is that you can wrote strong essays. If you can write them really well when you have time on your hands, a stress-free environment, and the comfort of not being in an exam room, then that's a good place to start. I wonder if you're putting too much focus on memorising it word for word, or line by line, when you'd be more successful memorising quotes and
understanding the way it all kind of fits together, without focusing on that exact wording? I had a classmate who would go into a red rash if she couldn't think of what her prepared next sentence was. My approach was more "Know the first sentence completely off by heart for each paragraph for piece of mind, and then have your quotes memorised, and then just know and understand, as opposed to memorise verbatim, how your analysis fits in. And i think this is the key for adjusting to the question in the exam room as well. That flexibility in the analysis part is crucial for appropriate adaptation.
If you continue to apply yourself and manage to handle your stress in exams, you can absolutely turn your marks around. You're only a term and a bit in!
Is there anything really specific that you'd like to focus on? Maybe we can make you a bit of a game plan from here on in?
I hope you don't feel down for too long, we're all here to help