I literally cannot study less than 3 weeks before the HSC. Well, at least not effectively. I studied for about an hour and a half this morning but it was futile. I don't even feel happy after studying. To be honest all it does is make me feel worse. I certainly wasn't ready for this especially after grad where I was so keen to start cramming. I have a job for next year which means the HSC has little impact on the year ahead but I have such high expectations of myself and it feels like others do too. I don't even want to work there but the opportunity of work-experience and financial stability so early is too valuable to let go. I know my lack of motivation will eventually pass but I don't exactly have time to wait this close to the start of exams. How can I motivate myself on a day-to-day basis?
First of all,
Don’t panic . That is going to stress you out more and you
don’t want that.
Okay, a few suggestions on what you have written here.
1.
Set a study plan/goal -Write what you want to do on those study sessions and goals and just focus on them. Once that is done,
celebrate . Then afterwards do more if you want.
-Do this up till the HSC.
-This works because you have a set purpose for studying, you aren’t doing it for the sake of studying. It hopefully motivates you as you can see some tangible progress being made for the HSC.
2.
Only care about your expectations -I know this is hard to do, but
the only expectations that should matter are your own .
-This seems difficult as you are surrounded by these expectations and feel guilty to not living up to them. That is fine, they aren’t you, so don't worry about it.
-What you should do is write down what you want and make sure to stick to them. Don’t let other people change them and if they don’t agree with them, so be it.
-I was in a similar situation in Year 11, when everyone believed I could do Maths Methods well and I knew I couldn’t. It generated massive amounts of stress, anxiety and ultimately nearly drove myself to death (no joke, it was that bad).
3.
Evaluate the job and your future -You say you don’t want the job, but can’t pass up the work-experience and financial stability.
-All I can say for this is, Work hard on the HSC and don’t worry about the job.
-The way I see it is the job is secured (I’m guessing). Don’t worry about it, focus on doing well on the HSC. As this can be another pathway if the work doesn’t work out.
-Don’t see your job as the only piece of work you will get because it won't be.
-I’m in a similar situation where I have no work experience to my name and I’m a first-year university student. So, don’t stress about it, you can always volunteer and work on side projects like I am currently doing.
-If your unsure what you want then write it down, be dreamy and imaginative. Just write it down and look it to see if this is what you want or not.
I hope this helps you out and if you feel like your going to a dark place. Don't be afraid to seek help from your teachers, they are there to help you and of course here on AN.