Hey all reading, (Ranting warning)
To be honest, I am just venting some pent up emotions.
I am Year 11 doing BIO 3/4.
First BIO 3/4 sac I did I got 20/25 score adjusted (My original score got scaled down by 2.5%)
And for my second SAC, i got 87% or 40/46.
Both sacs I found easy (and so did everyone) which is a really tilting when I get these marks in the 80s when I really understand the theory and know i can get better (it's REALLY frustrating)
Its more tilting when everyone is better sac results than you. (one of the classes had a class average of 92%!! How do you even get a bell curve with that!)
I just CAN'T comprehend.
I believe I already messed up my sac ranking with everyone getting better SACs than me. I feel like my brain is 80% cortisol instead of water.
Maybe I am being too hard on myself. Perhaps.
I will use this profound disappointment to linger in me to further myself next time around.
Just letting it out in poorly written English
Sorry for the rant.
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