Looking back at it, the reason why I chose Methods was pretty dumb. But at the time, I thought it made sense. I am studying Methods now because my Year 10 self thought it would open up more course options post-Year 12 (a check of VTAC course search confirmed this). When I was in Year 11 selecting Year 12 subjects, I kept Methods because I thought "it wasn't that bad" and it still had the benefit of keeping my options open. Through not much fault of my own, and even after finding out that literally none of the uni courses I'm interested in require Methods (or even any Maths at all), I have decided to just keep going. The end is coming, but I won't give up. All I need to do is devote some time to it, and it won't be as infuriating. It's just challenging. And that's good, as I have proven that Methods is indeed a subject I can get on top of eventually. At least before the exams come around.
I hope that made some sort of sense.